Category: Inspiring

  • The Book, the Doctor, and the Ayah

    The Book, the Doctor, and the Ayah

    Sometimes, the reminders we need come quietly.

    The Book, the Doctor, and the Ayah: Sometimes, the reminders we need come quietly.

    Sometimes, the reminders we need come quietly. Not through grand gestures, but in soft moments: a familiar book, an unexpected conversation, a verse that finds its way to your heart.

    It started when I picked up The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People, a book I hadn’t touched in nearly 25 years. One chapter in particular drew me in again — “Start with the End in Mind” — a message I was trying to drill into my husband’s mind. But, truthfully, I needed it more than he did.

    It invites you to picture your own funeral and imagine what those who knew you would say. Asking about what you left behind for your loved ones, to which one voice replies, “He left it all.”

    That line stayed with me.

    It reminded me of the reality of life: no matter how hard we work or what palaces we build, it’s all temporary. Eventually, everything fades and passes. What truly remains with us in the end is what we prepared for it. Yet as human beings, we’re often short-sighted. What we can’t see, we tend to ignore. As the saying goes, “Out of sight, out of mind.”

    And yet, some messages don’t need to shout. They whisper.

    📖 The Book

    Later that afternoon, I found myself at my local masjid for ‘Asr. After the prayer, I picked up a donated book. Inside was a verse from the Qur’an that struck me deeply. It described how the dead plead for a return to life, not to relive pleasure, but simply to do good. But they are not granted that return, because if they were, they would fall back into their old ways.

    The words stayed with me. I wanted to borrow the book, so I asked an elderly woman nearby. She gently told me the book was waqf, a charitable donation to the mosque, and could only be borrowed with permission. The process felt a bit much at the time, so I let it go.

    🩺 The Doctor

    We ended up talking instead. She told me she had just come from work, all the way from East London, where she works at a hospital. I wasn’t sure what to make of that. Given her age and the distance, it seemed unlikely. But then she reached into her bag and revealed not one, but two work badges.

    “I’m a consultant doctor at two hospitals,” she said, softly.

    I was taken aback. I would never have guessed. Clearly, appearances can be misleading.

    As we spoke, she kept trying to talk to me in Arabic. I had to keep gently telling her, Anna maa arafi ‘Arab, meaning “I don’t understand Arabic.” Though I said it in Arabic, because I truly do want to learn. In a way, I suppose I hoped saying it might help me get closer.

    She smiled and told me that’s exactly why she was speaking to me in Arabic. “If you want to learn,” she said, “you learn by speaking.”

    💬 The Ayah

    Then she paused.

    “I spent all these years learning to become a doctor,” she said. “But I wish I had started with the Qur’an. Everything I’ve learned, I now know it to be in the Quran. And what is the chosen language of the Quran?”

    My response: “Arabic.”

    In that moment, everything made sense — the ayah I read earlier, the lesson from the book, and this unexpected meeting. It wasn’t random. It felt like a message I was meant to receive.

    He grants wisdom to whom He wills, and whoever has been granted wisdom has certainly been given much good.
    And none will remember except those of understanding.
    — Surah Al-Baqarah (2:269)

    Thanks for reading — stay unconventional.

    About the Author

    I’m a writer exploring faith, modern chaos, and the path less taken. I believe stories change lives — even if it’s just one reader at a time.

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  • The Ships I Didn’t Board: “Oh god why didn’t you rescue me?”

    The Ships I Didn’t Board

    “Oh God, why didn’t you rescue me?”

    The Ships I Didn’t Board: “Oh God, why didn’t You rescue me?”

    I know what I want out of life. Every day I tell myself, “Tomorrow, things will change.” But the truth is, I haven’t taken a single step toward that change.

    My goal? To live by divine wisdom.

    The oldest books carry this wisdom. It makes no sense for me to try and reinvent the wheel — yet I struggle. I live in an environment that constantly conflicts with these values. And when you live in conflict long enough, the environment begins to shape you.

    ⚓ Life on the Ship

    It’s like being on a ship. The sailors have already set their course. Trying to steer them elsewhere feels like madness.

    Can you imagine saying, “We’re changing course,” only to hear, “Go f*** off”?

    So, you stay quiet… pretending you’re the captain.

    This metaphor isn’t just poetic. The ship and sailors? That’s my home. That’s my children. Trying to move a whole household in a new direction feels impossible.

    And yet, every du’a I make is for exactly that — to sail toward the unconventional. To live a life aligned with something higher than modern noise.

    🧭 The Signs Begin

    But why am I writing this?

    It started with my son. He couldn’t conform to the rules at school — and deep down, I understood him. Because he’s me. A younger version of the same storm.

    The first wake-up call came when I discovered a policy at his school. On the surface, it was a “non-faith” institution. But its mission and daily routine quietly pushed a hidden agenda of indoctrination — one that didn’t quite align with my beliefs.

    I was shocked to discover my suspicions were true. There, in black and white, their policies spelled out their aim to “indoctrinate.”

    I don’t mind faith-based schools — but why hide it from the public? Well, I’ll leave you to your thoughts…

    That was sign #1.

    🚑 Then Came the Nurse

    I was meant to see her for 10 minutes in A&E.

    Instead, she shared her own story — of changing the course of her own ship, just as I hoped to do with mine.

    She was deeply inspirational and refreshingly different from the usual rhetoric. She was as unconventional as they come — even when it came to her views on modern medicine.

    That was sign #2.

    🥥 The Coconut Boy

    Then I met a 16-year-old boy who had dropped out of school at 13. He was selling coconut drinks on the streets — no textbooks, no desks in sight.

    But he shared with me his thoughts on public education — and how he was already running four businesses at just 16 years old.

    He didn’t follow society’s rules. And yet, he was thriving.

    That was sign #3.

    🧱 The Builder

    Then I met the talented builder. He had moved from the US, then to Jordan, and eventually to the UK — where we met. He moved quite freely, like a bird.

    He didn’t have a large chunk of savings, but his currency was skill. Or shall I say… gold fingers?

    No school is going to tell you these truths. I doubt the teachers who teach in them even have the time to realize them.

    💔 The Moment That Broke Me Open

    Finally came the moment that broke me open.

    I was homeschooling my son — the one who “doesn’t conform.” I gave him a writing assignment.

    He ignored it.

    Instead, he wrote a joke:

    There was a man drowning at sea. He prayed to God for help.

    First came a big ship. He refused it.

    Then came another ship. He refused again.

    Then came a helicopter. Still, he refused.

    Later, when he drowned, he asked God, “Why didn’t You save me?”

    God replied, “I sent you two ships and a helicopter, you dummy.”

    And that’s when it hit me.

    All my du’as…

    Maybe the nurse, the boy, the school incident, the builder — and perhaps even this joke — maybe those were my ships.

    And I was too blind to see them.

    Maybe the help I was waiting for… already came.


    Thanks for reading — stay unconventional.

    About the Author

    I’m a writer exploring faith, modern chaos, and the path less taken. I believe stories change lives — even if it’s just one reader at a time.

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